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When I feel like I don’t belong anywhere
The problem with trying to fit in One time, a close friend came crying to me, saying “ I don’t belong anywhere , what should I do?” That friend of mine was a cheerful, upbeat person that I used to be so jealous of - compared to my anxious and troubled self. She always seemed to be having the best time of her life, confident and would easily fit in any group of friend…
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My life is meaningless, what’s the problem with that?
Having an existential crisis is nothing new to me – whether it was me joking about it ironically to my friend or going on a full break down because I couldn’t find the motivation to do anything, there’s nowhere in between. The world around me just seems so foreign from time to time, and the thought that my life is meaningless haunts me even in my sleep. Things th…
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pushing people away
Why do I push people away: Stories of my past insecure self
My fear of being with people I have to admit, when you are struggling with depression, having people around you can occasionally make your mental condition worse. It’s not like I don’t love my families, my friends or my coworkers; my life would actually be miserable without their constant support and care. But it’s an unavoidable situation where I constantly find my…
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