suicide awareness
What to do when you start losing the will to live
Life is always full of unexpected events. But not all surprises are fun, I reckon. Sometimes, you think you are slowly finding your place in this world, and reality suddenly hits. There are things you can’t ever achieve however much you try. There are people who are living the life you desperately yearn for, yet you might never be able to reach that goal. The feeling…
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nothing left to give
Feeling like I have nothing left to give to the world
Time to time, after a long day at work, I would lay down on my bed and stare at my ceiling blankly. My energy drained, my mind filled with nothing but emptiness. I felt like throughout the day, I have offered others everything there was to me. Even if I tried, I couldn’t give out anymore, because there was already nothing left for me to give . Why do I feel empty? I…
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my stories
When I feel like I don’t belong anywhere
The problem with trying to fit in One time, a close friend came crying to me, saying “ I don’t belong anywhere , what should I do?” That friend of mine was a cheerful, upbeat person that I used to be so jealous of - compared to my anxious and troubled self. She always seemed to be having the best time of her life, confident and would easily fit in any group of friend…
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my stories
My life is meaningless, what’s the problem with that?
Having an existential crisis is nothing new to me – whether it was me joking about it ironically to my friend or going on a full break down because I couldn’t find the motivation to do anything, there’s nowhere in between. The world around me just seems so foreign from time to time, and the thought that my life is meaningless haunts me even in my sleep. Things th…
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pushing people away
Why do I push people away: Stories of my past insecure self
My fear of being with people I have to admit, when you are struggling with depression, having people around you can occasionally make your mental condition worse. It’s not like I don’t love my families, my friends or my coworkers; my life would actually be miserable without their constant support and care. But it’s an unavoidable situation where I constantly find my…
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